XLVII

The Ferry Basket

She knocked on a wall every market day until the wall remembered it was a door.

When Teodor went upriver to the glassworks, his sister Maren stayed in the village below the falls. For one season he sent word. Then he sent none.

She did not wait the way people say they wait. She wrote. Every market day she pressed a folded page into the ferry basket, with news of the pears, the new roof, the old dog's bad hip. She never asked why he was silent.

Her uncle wanted to go upriver and shake the boy by the collar. Maren talked him out of it. "He would hear a man come to collect a debt," she said. "Let him hear a page come to ask for nothing."

Autumn passed, then winter. The ferrymen began to tease her. "That basket is the only road in this valley that runs one way," they said.

She wrote anyway. Some pages were only a sentence. One said, The pears were good. I saved you the worst one, as always.

In spring a potter named Anselm, who lodged with Teodor, found him sitting in the cold, still not sick, only ashamed. A kiln he had tended had cracked, and a season of work had gone with it. He had not been able to face a family that thought him a master.

Anselm saw the stack of pages unread beside the bed. He did not scold. He sat down and said, "Tell me what to put, and I will hold the pen."

Teodor said nothing for a long while. Then he said, "Tell her the pears sound good."

The first page went down in the basket that same week. It was four words long.

Maren read it standing at the landing, with the ferryman pretending to look at the water.

She did not write back at once. She carried it home and read it again. She had not known, until then, how long she had been holding her breath.