XXXII

The Far Bridge

The danger he chose lived two villages away.

In a village where the river ran wide and slow, there lived a ferryman who had carried travelers and grain across the water for more seasons than he could count. His boat was old but sound, and he knew its voice — the creak of a heavy load, the way the bow lifted when the current turned.

One morning he found a seep in the keel. A slow thing, smaller than a finger. He packed it with tar and cloth and made it hold.

A traveler came that same evening with news: upstream, two villages over, a bridge was being planned. Stone, they said. Wide enough for carts.

The ferryman thanked the traveler and went to count his rope.

For three seasons he rode upriver to see the foundations being laid. He attended the aldermen's councils. He measured the time a cart would save, the coins the village would lose, the years he had left on the water. He was very busy with it.

The seep widened slowly, as water does.

He did not look at the keel again. Looking required imagining what came after looking — the repairs, the season lost to dry dock, the passengers who would learn his boat was failing, the admission that a thing in his keeping had begun to go wrong while his back was turned. The bridge was easier. The bridge lived far upstream, behind an argument he had not yet finished.

One evening in flood season, the boat took on water faster than he could bail.

He pulled to shore and looked upriver. The bridge's first stone had not yet been set. The work had stalled over payment. The aldermen said another decade, maybe more.

No rival had come.

He stood on the bank with his rope in his hands and the river moving past him in the dark. Then he turned back to his boat.