XVII

The Jointed Bowl

A scar old enough becomes a signature.

There was a bowl-maker in a village that had known lean years. When wide timber was scarce, he learned to cut the wood in halves and join them with heated glue and a rod of copper. The seam ran straight through the center of every bowl. He was ashamed of it. But it held water, and the family ate.

The seasons changed. Good timber came cheap from the eastern mills. Other craftsmen made whole bowls, smooth and unbroken, and sold them easily at market.

The bowl-maker still cut his halves and joined them.

He told himself it was habit. Then he said the joined bowl was stronger at the center. Then he said the seam was beautiful — that a thing assembled had a story a whole thing could never tell. Apprentices came from other villages to learn the method. He taught it with care. He wrote down the measurements of the join.

One spring his youngest apprentice asked about the wide planks stacked in the yard.

The bowl-maker went out and looked at them. He pressed his hand into the grain. He walked around them slowly. There was no reason to split the wood anymore. There had been no reason for a decade.

He stood in the yard a long time. He could not find the border between what the lean years had taught him and what he himself believed. The seam had grown into him somewhere quiet. The necessity had become the man.

He went back inside. He lifted a half-moon of timber and began to cut.

His apprentice did not ask again. When the bowl-maker died, the village said he had understood something about joining that other craftsmen never learned.

Perhaps they were right. He never knew.